because I love it

so bummed

Missed out on a crazy amazing opportunity today on ebay. All due to the "confirm bid," notification.

Hate you confirm bid.

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Will the real Becks please stand up?

Tonight, I've become soberingly (and humiliatingly) aware that I am many different things. Many different things born solely out of what I do on a day to day basis.

I'm many different things, but I'm not at all me.

omg

Only 3 more day's till Hunger Games. 

I get chills just watching the trailer, and I really, really hope the movie holds up to the storyline. I know movies are never as good as the books, but this one I've really got my hopes up for. Already pleased with the cast, now they just have to deliver. (Tho I'm not impressed with Woody Harrelson, I imagined more of a Billy Bob, David Duchovny or even Owen Wilson for Haymitch because those guys can play excellent, believable well meaning a-holes, but we'll see. Honestly, I can take or leave Woody, really, but I suppose I could be surprised) now they just have to deliver.

I probably won't get to go opening weekend, but I'm just so excited the movie is almost here I could explode!

zoning out

I've been sitting here on my computer on facebook just staring at it for a few minutes straight, then I snapped out of it and realized I needed to get on here and do what I gotta do. I'm totally in zone out mode right now.

I had a terrible nights sleep last night and haven't had much quality sleep for what feels like ages.  Right now my body is sore and achy from working all week around the house/yard and trying to keep up with my four year old. I'm not kidding when I say I could sincerely collapse, I feel like my body is going to give out any second now. The great thing about a string of terrible sleep is that eventually you get a night where you make up for it. I'm so tired right now I can just feel like this is going to be that night. I hope so anyway. I could actually go to bed now, and it's only 8:20pm. I came down from a shower to find my husband busy on his computer, so I let our cat in and then plopped down on the loveseat and actually started to doze off. Since clearly we are not doing anything tonight, the thought to go up to bed is quite appealing. I might just sit here and read until I fall asleep on my book.

Despite how tired I am I can't believe I actually put forth words on here tonight. Half dead and completely zoned out, I amaze even myself sometimes.